The Opposite

We're so different yet so similar
You're far aside and I'm on the other
You make me forever want to linger
Cause honey in your arms I surrender

You make me want to be better
Despite all the rage and anger
I know we will always come back together
Cause when its me and you, other things don't matter

You do not understand

Its sad when you think you know me when you don't. You don't know when silence occupy myself, thats when I need someone to lean on to the most. Its frustrating when I could just fake a smile and you'd believe it. When I could just laugh out loud but you'd never hear the screaming inside my head. Its painful when I thought you'd understand me the most out of all, but you don't. When I thought you'd stay but you chose to leave. The most painful it is when you doubt how much you mean to me. 

I Found You

I was deep in my lost thoughts

And I found you

I did not know what I was searching for

And I found you

I was not sure of my purpose

And I found you

I slipped off the track, falling

And I found you

I found you when I could not even find myself, and you saved me, every single time 

A Sealed Chapter

Hey peopleeeee! Its been so long since I last posted anything here. I haven't been writing for awhile. To be honest, at one point, I felt lost. I lost the motivation and inspiration to write. And its such a torture because writing has always been something I love doing. And for me to feel like I've lost touch with one thing that I love doing the most was kind of depressing.

But I tried to find it back.. To find it back from people around me. To find it back from my surroundings. And thanks to poetry classes that I somehow got motivated again. Here is a poem that I recently wrote, and I thought of sharing it here as well instead of just keeping it in my book.

A SEALED CHAPTER

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

Like the wind that has long gone spinning,

Like the leaves flying away taken by the breeze,

Like the waves on the shore returning to the sea.

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

The inks that cannot anymore be erased,

The pages that have been sealed,

The written words that cannot be removed.

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

Words that I still keep close to my heart,

Words that I hope you would utter,

Words that I will always remember.

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

That I wish I could rewrite,

That I wish could be undone,

That I wish I did not even start.

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

A part of me that has long been lost,

A part of me that I don’t want to recall,

A part of me that I wish had stayed.

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

Like the flowers that have lost the scent,

Like the river changing its flow,

Like the raindrop that has fallen on the ground.

You’re the chapter that I’ve finished up writing,

The one that forever will be sacred,

The one that I will always keep as a secret,
The one, my favourite.

I started writing this poem months back but was never able to finish it. I completed it just a few days ago while sitting in the library with Salman and Nasreen with me. Its not that you guys inspired me or anything :P  but thank you for always being by my side. And to my Izzy too! And I have to give credits to Sara for helping me in coming up with the title. I love you peeps <3

Finding flaws

Whatever applies in a relationship very much applies in friendship as well. For friendship is the base to build a healthy relationship. We may find flaws when together, but it is not to use them against each tother but to accept them. Loving a friend means loving them for who they are because people are different and you can't change that.

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you're not giving me the attention that I need

what else should I do

what else can I do

when every nerve in my body craves for it

and I'm not getting any of my wishes

I WANT TO

I want to share every little thing I see everyday with you. I want to share it with you when I see a cute couple walking together in the park. I want to share it with you when I see a new book on the display. I want to share it with you when I see a new movie coming out. I want to share it with you when I see a documentary on something about the universe. I want to share it with you of what I think and how I feel about those things because I know you would always have something to say about it too. You have your way of seeing things. You have your way in living life. And that is what I love the most.