Thats what I'm feeling right now. Rasa macam nak muntah and stuff. Hahaha. Its not love, I don't think its love. But I might be falling waduhhh. I promised myself that I will never fall in love with any guy except for my husband. I find myself wanting the same thing as Maryam. She said "My husband will be my boyfriend."
I believe that we only fall in love once. But I've never been in love so I can't really tell which one is right which one is not. I've never loved someone like that, you know.. I love my family I love my friends I love food. But to have someone that you care, that you long to love, that you want him to be by your side the whole time? Nope, never experience anything like that. As I mentioned it in one of my posts before, to those of you who have someone to take care for you and to love you.. you are very lucky :)
I used to have crushes, but crushes are different. I don't know if its crazy but I sometimes think too far of them, and I imagine things hahaha. Like how are we going to fall in love, or how will we get married, how many kids are we going to have etc etc.
I'm actually looking for the same thing as Ted Mosby - true love. I'm sure we are all looking for true love isn't it. There are times when I want my love story to be just like Ted and Tracy. How they met each other, and from that yellow umbrella. In my case, my umbrella is pink! Hahahah.
Being in love is a wonderful thing. To love someone and to have someone to love you is one of the most amazing feeling. And when your love last forever,, its just beautiful. Just like how grandpa loved grandma so much that they couldn't be apart even for three days. It has been 2 years since grandma left us. And my grandfather is not the man that he used to be. He is not as cheerful as before. I still remember the first few weeks when grandma passed away, it was terrible.
