You do not understand

Its sad when you think you know me when you don't. You don't know when silence occupy myself, thats when I need someone to lean on to the most. Its frustrating when I could just fake a smile and you'd believe it. When I could just laugh out loud but you'd never hear the screaming inside my head. Its painful when I thought you'd understand me the most out of all, but you don't. When I thought you'd stay but you chose to leave. The most painful it is when you doubt how much you mean to me. 

I Found You

I was deep in my lost thoughts

And I found you

I did not know what I was searching for

And I found you

I was not sure of my purpose

And I found you

I slipped off the track, falling

And I found you

I found you when I could not even find myself, and you saved me, every single time