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You pull me and you push me. I'm breaking apart deciding whether to leave or to stay.

Sometimes you would talk, sometimes you would refuse to utter a single word. You're mysterious just like the hidden treasure in the woods.

You stand up for what is right. You fight for what is yours. You keep close of what belongs to you. And I wonder if you would do the same if I was in your possession.

The wisdom in you that finds solution to every problem. I love the silliness in you despite everything else.

The mind that is like no other. The hand that is a giver. The heart that has no taker. The personality that is not in order. The face that reflects the moonlight. The smile that can cause hearts to shatter. All I want is for you to be a keeper. Keeper of the heart, keeper of the soul.

What do I do to have you know.. What's buried inside is making me tremble. I'll keep holding it until its time to dig it open. Open for you to see, open so you will know the suffer.

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The feeling inside that is burning.. I wanna let it out but it will only cause fire. The fire that gives you pain and anger and frustration. All of these combined and burst out in flames... The flames of rage, the flames of wrath, the flames of disappointment, the flames of madness. 

When feelings struck and you are stuck. The love you can't deny, the hatred you can't hide. Waves of emotions hitting on the shore. I can't help but to drown myself so it goes back to where it belongs, the ocean. 

You wanna cover yourself in the blanket of safety, but it won't fit. The blanket is too small to contain the insecurity and vulnerablity. You can't hide enough. 

To let this thought out of my mind is one of the hardest things, but I have to do it.. Before the burning gets worse, and the flames that will strike